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Music is a wonderful therapy for me, a way to get out feelings I feel stuck on. It helps me to move forward somehow. It is hard to remember at times, it is OK to not be OK.
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Music has always been my outlet, my therapy, and my passion. I share it in hopes it can touch others, and remind you that you are not alone in how you feel!
Hi! I've been writing lyrics since 14 years old. I have been recording and editing my own music, and am learning more each day. I am usually inspired by my surroundings and the people in them, along with experience of struggling with some mental health issues. I also write to let others know they're not alone in what they may be going through. I hope at least some can relate to my music. Thank you, and enjoy!
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Genre
Hip-Hop • Hip Hop General
Charts
Peak #426
Peak in subgenre #208
Author
EssAy
Rights
EssAy2020
Uploaded
December 07, 2020
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MP3 7.9 MB • 256 kbps • 4:18
Story behind the song
Music is a wonderful therapy for me, a way to get out feelings I feel stuck on. It helps me to move forward somehow. NONE of my music is ever intended to hurt anyone, or to make anyone feel bad, guilty, or sad. I actually hope for the opposite, for people to know it is OK to not be OK. To know they are not the only ones who might be going through a rough time, or struggling with something hard. I know life is not easy, but I also know that our experiences help shape who we are as people. Although I do understand that chemical imbalances (for me, anxiety & depression) are real, I acknowledge that I need to change my thoughts to better control these intense feelings, and that I (unintentionally) have hurt others in my past due to me not having more control over my mental health. Each day, I try to practice more and more positive thinking, which can be incredibly hard. On those days where I do struggle and feel sad or alone, I write and produce these tracks as one way to help heal. My tracks are incredibly personal and intimate in a few different ways, and I respect you for not only taking the time to listen to them, but for also respecting and not judging me during this moving forward process. Thank you so very much for your time and interest! Cheers!
Lyrics
Sometimes I wake up in a panic Sometimes Life feels too hard to manage Sometimes I can see your face Staring at me through all of our space You're so far from me No matter how far I reach But I can't be sad to see You feeling so happy and free Without me Get out of your head Boi, it's done, she moved on Get the fuck outta bed Boi, you've been sad too long Remember what she said Boi, she said you'd be strong She said you'd love yourself One day and I pray she's not wrong But Sometimes I wake up in a panic Sometimes Life feels too hard to manage Sometimes I can see your face Staring at me through all of our space You're so far from me No matter how far I reach But I can't be sad to see You feeling so happy and free Without me She looking at me Through the space in between I'm happy that she's happy She says one day that'll be me I remember laughing I remember everything I remember her asking What our future would be Feel like collapsing But keel going, steady Try to keep moving forward When I feel stuck completely Sometimes I wake up in a panic Sometimes Life feels too hard to manage Sometimes I can see your face Staring at me through all of our space You're so far from me No matter how far I reach But I can't be sad to see You feeling so happy and free Without me
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